THE ODDS (Debbie Does ALS)


12.02.2009

I don't heart AS

I am so worn out with this child. I don't know if she'll ever read this but I will take the chance that, if she does, she'll understand that I love her in spite of the mean things, the scary things, the heartbreaking things she says and does. I wish I didn't have to depend on her for anything. I wish she didn't depend on me for so much--the emotional toll is enormous.

I hate coming home.

I am not a very good mother.

1 comment:

birdie said...

You are not a bad mother, ALS and AS are just not good match.

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