Where would I go.

I have the signal abnormality the neurologist was looking for and which would, under the right circumstances, make me eligible for the T-7 MRI. However, I am not sick enough, so I cannot participate.

This same restriction also renders me ineligible for drug trials, one of which is going to be conducted at MY hospital in the near term. I am very frustrated.

Why must I be sicker when I've had my diagnosis confirmed by four different neurologists?

Today is not a good day. Part of me wants to go away, from everyone and everything, and just be gone. No, not part of me. All of me.