The absolute worst thing about this idiot disease is wanting something to be done and having to wait for others to do it. I'm not just talking about the BTS, I'm talking about everything.
It's pointless to say this but I'm going to anyway: I wish I could do things for myself, the way I used to. Yeah, I know, if wishes were horses...
But it pisses me the fuck off that I cannot.
(Clarification: I am not angry at others, I am angry at my inability to do for myself.)
4 hours ago